I genuinely love and care for you so much that it scares me. I know that I could never walk away from you - from us. Every time I think I’m going to have to, it literally takes my breath away.
I just feel so lost sometimes, though. I know it’s so frustrating to keep having to convince me of the way that you feel, but it’s just hard to feel sometimes. I think maybe we need to both work on giving more. Just more. Of Everything. Care more, laugh more, love more, make love more. Just more.
I hate that me worrying about there being something wrong … turns into me making something wrong. I am my worst enemy. I beat myself up so much. I over analyze everything. I wish I knew how to stop constant overanalyzing thoughts inside my head that convince me something is wrong - something should be better. It breaks my heart that I do this.
Things I think I need to do more for you:
- Focus on the positive
- Enjoy us
- Pick myself up, rather than tear myself down
- Be more intimate (sexually, and sweet)
- Be more patient
- Tell you I love you more
- Be more understanding
- Do more spontaneous, “just because” sweet things for me
- Show you every minute, every second how much I love you and how happy you make me
Things I think you need to do more for me:
- Pick me up, when you know I’m tearing myself down
- Be more intimate (sexually, and sweet)
- Tell me you love me more
- Compliment me more
- Be more patient
- Be more understanding
- Do more spontaneous, “just because” sweet things for me like flowers or notes when you know I’ve had a hard or bad day
- Show me every minute, every second how much you love me and how happy I make you
(Source: mcpadalackles, via baileyclaire515)
I love you.
I know sometimes things between is get hard and messy and exhausting, but the good times trump the bad every time for me. You always ask me how I can possibly be happy with you when I get so sad sometimes, but I only get that sad because you mean so much .. Everything to me. You’re my present and future and always make realize why my past is in the past.
I’ve never loved, laughed, and longed with and for someone as much I do with and for you.
(Source: everours1012)
